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Name: stephanie
Location: Chicago, Illinois, United States
Birthday: 1/14/1992
Gender: Female


Interests: umm i like ryan and i like laser tag and playing baseball wit my neighborhood people and umm going to beckys house bowling and skating and going to sockhop their so great and going to partys and going to the mall and being stupid and umm talking on aim and being very LOUD ask anybody i know they will tell u that im loud so yea well i think thats it
Expertise: i have lots umm playing laser tag and being stupid and loud and some more but there to many to name
Occupation: Student
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

She couldn't stand the silence,
She couldn't stand the tears,
She couldn't stand her life,
After only
sixteen years.

He was her entire world,
She gave him all she
possessed,
He did the same in return,
They were thought to be
obsessed.

Their
love<3 couldn't be reached,
Couldn't be touched by any other,
They were all they needed,
They only wanted each other.

From
two they became one,
They made each other whole,
They filled each other's voids,
They filled each other's
souls.

Everything was
*perfect,*
Everything was great,
Till one damning day,
They were told they'd have to wait.

Her
parents were moving her,
To a distant place,
They'd be torn
a p a r t,
Couldn't see each other's face.

They
swore they'd make it work,
Vowed to stay [together],
Didn't care about the
d I s t a n c e,
They'd be together forever.

She gave it all she had,
She did her very best,
But he still
slipped away,
He didn't pass the test.

While she was thinking of him,
He had
found another,
He said he couldn't do it,
He talked it over with his mother.

She was
devastated,
Her heart was torn straight out,
She'd been such a fool,
She should have listened to her
doubt.

From then on they stopped talking,
Never spoke again,
While he was with his
new girl,
She was dreaming of him.

Every day she'd
cry,
She tried to fight off all the pain,
But the hurting never stopped,
Just shot through every
vein.

Months went by since the ending,
But she only
grew worse,
She couldn't accept what happened,
This was love's curse.

It finally
overtook her,
She couldn't stand it anymore,
She grabbed a
picture of him,
And snuck out the front door.

She walked into the
woods,
Found a secluded place,
Kept thinking of the past,
And how she'd been
replaced.

Hours later she was found,
In a pool of her
blood,
And beside her they found,
His picture in the mud.

On the back read her reason,
Why she took her
lƒniƒnfƒne,
What he did to her,
It seemed he had held the knife.

Though physically he didn't
kill her,
He tore her soul a p a r t,
It was obvious how she did,
It was from a
broken heart.

yea pu this in ur xanga yea well llove me much stephanie


Sunday, February 13, 2005

a) Get a pen b) Get a paper c) Number it 1-13! d) Answer these questions! 1. What's your favorite color out of: A. Green B. Blue C. Orange D. Black E. Pink 2. What color is your hair? A. Blonde/Dirty Blonde B. Brown C. Red D. Black E. Bald or any other color 3. What color are your eyes? A. Hazel B. Green C. Brown D. Blue E. gray 4. What is your favorite sport out of: A. Basketball B. Cheerleading C. Football D. Soccer E. Baseball 5. What's your favorite way to talk? A. Phone B. In Person C. Instant Message D. E-mail E. Letters (Mail) 6. What is your favorite kinda music out of: A. Rap B. Country C. Hard Rock D. Pop E. General Rock 7. Who's your favorite singer out of: A. Ludacris B. Tim McGraw C. Ozzy Osbourne D. Nsync E. Shakira 8. What's your favorite show out of: A. Jackass (MTV) B. The Simpsons C. SpongeBob SquarePants D. Surviver E. The Osbournes 9. What's your favorite movie out of: A. Not Another Teen Movie B. Joy Ride C. I Know What You Did Last Summer D. Forest Gump E. Shrek 10. What month were you born? January February March April May June July August September October November December 11. Name a person of the opposite sex. 12. Name a person of the same sex. 13. Now make a wish! (you have to write this down or it wont work!) answers: 1. Green- Fun to be around Blue- Stylish Orange- Funky Black- Lonely Pink- Sweet 2. Blonde/Dirty Blonde- Hyper Brown- Causal Red- Tough Black- Holds back feelings Bald or any other color- Free Spirit 3. Hazel- Out Going Green- Happy Brown- Loud Blue- Cute Gray- Unpredictable 4. Basketball- Direct Cheer leading- Never Gives Up Football- Watchful Soccer- Nice Baseball- Loveable 5. Phone- Busy a lot of the time In Person- Social able Instant Message- A Leader E-mail- Has a lot of friends Letters (Mail)- Has many thoughts 6. Rap- Friendly Country- Cute Hard Rock- Wild Pop- unoriginal General Rock- Pretty cool to hang around 7. Ludacris- Loves to Party Tim McGraw- Sexy Ozzy Osbourne- Awesome N'sync- boring Shakira- Fun 8. Jackass- Awesome The Simpsons- Funny Sponge Bob Square Pants- Cool Surviver- Adventurous The Osbournes- Knows how to have a great time 9. Not Another Teen Movie- Knows who they are Joy Ride- Cool I Know What You Did Last Summer- Fun Forest Gump- Has a big heart Shrek- oRiGinaL 10. January- Funny February- Loveable March- Loves to be noticed a lot April- Easy going May- Loves to be around a lot of people June- Stylish July- Rude August- A good friend September- Loves to flirt October- Strict November- Nice December- Sweet 11. That Person *Will* fall in love with you if you put this on ur xanga 12. This person *Will* become your enemy if you don't put this on ur xanga 13. This wish *Will* come true if you put this on ur site


YEa well i like just got up yea i was sleeping and my brother came in my room and started jumping on my bed it was retarted so yea anyway i hope im going to my cousins house today it is so boring at my house so yea oh mabey ill go to hte park again i was there yesterday but awtever so anyway oh i guess what i think that me and becky are going to go shopping for people for valentines day yea it going to be great tomorrow is valentines day ryan guess wat well i cant tell u but ok i love nemo hahahaahahahahok yea

                             love me much stephanie


Saturday, February 12, 2005

hey hey this is stephanie yea well i was just at the mall it was sooooooo fun omg tyler was going crazy and kept spilling pixie dust on my i had to sit by him in the car i waas bad and then yea ryan was playing the game for like 2000000 hours and we went in all these aht stores and shoe stores it was great so yea well umm im going to go watch a movie cause im board ill watch finding nemo ryan loves that movie oh by the way i love nemo hes great  umm yea well yea bye bye dont miss me to much

                                        love me much stephanie


hey hey u guys well tea today i went to my grandamas house so boring so then me and my brother walked over to my cousins house and then we were playing football and our team won yah yah were so good no thanx to me yea well omg everybody calls when im not home u people should call when i am home so yea i dont know if were still going to the mall or not but yea i cant wait till tomorrow me and my cousins are going to this one skate park its going to be great and i bet ill fall off the ramp ( again ) lol so yea well i love nemo lol ryan garrigan ahhhahaahahhaa hey pazley i like ur tie lol

             love me much i know u will stephanie



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